Sunday, January 16, 2011

Exhaustion

Falling asleep while standing.
Swallowing enough vitamins to boost a thousand athletes.

Cutting off 3 inches of my "flowing" locks.
Seeking less maintenance.

Dreaming of walking through a never ending labyrinth.
Dreaming of flying monkeys.

Drinking Boost, like an 80 year-old woman.

Allowing my fiance to assist me into my pajamas.
Accepting him as my solitary provider.

Broiling my brain looking at Google to digest side effects.
Knowing too much.

Denying what lies ahead.
Accepting what lies ahead.

Grateful for family.
Grateful for a final diagnosis.

C.r.o.h.n.s. I welcome you into my life. I'm open to the changes you present. I'll conquer your daily interruptions.

HOLD: First I must take a nap....